Ok, Jake, gloves off. Truth? Part 1
1. Disorders? I do empathize Jake, I have one. Seems like you would learn to show empathy for others. I have Alpha-1 Anti-Trypsin Deficiency, I also got Hepatitis C from a life saving blood transfusion in Nam in 71 after being shot down and taking rounds through my shoulder and thigh (HCV Viral Load now gone). I take 23 Meds in the morning, and 24 in the evening for a double lung transplant.... pull out the Violins? Nope... Happy to be alive.
1. At least 18 months ago I posted an apology..... FWIW, in this forum. And I sent a personal one. They were toned in a gracious manner. Not that I owed you one. I had just gone through three life threatening and (very) expensive surgeries. I had my lungs removed, and transplanted... then 4 months later the meds I had taken for some time caused a rupture in my colon and intestine. This happened after 5 years of having waited for a diagonosis, listing, and transplant. They saved my immune suppresed life by an emergecy gut cut, and a temporary colostomy. I returned three months later for 8" sections removed and then reattached. I was in the hopsital 6 times over that year... each of them in a high potential for mortality.. a no shit deal. You ballbagged me the entire time.
2. I started working a deal with you the week I was paged for transplant. I was only on the list for 5 months and was expecting at least a year to 18 month wait. I called exactley 4 days before I was paged, and we discussed a 2007cc... I offered up $5000 in cash "up front" that moment via wire or CC. You prefered doing a 50/50 deal. I decided to wait the weekend out. 9am 4 days later I was paged for a bi-lateral, double lung transplant... and I tell you now just as I did then, any friggin' thoughts about deals, food, sports, what's on TV or whatever, went straight off my radar. I went though that and the ICU, and weeks in a hospital, came out and went into rejection and was treated in STL, where I wrote you two e-mails, and wrote this forum. 2 months later I was in ER again, with the bad gut, near death. My wife had to quit her long time career in Histology just to deal with the craziness of it all. We have good insurance, but I can assure you I have spent out of pocket on med bills more than you make in take home in 2-5 years, depending on what you tell the IRS. I was broke.
3. Again, I apologized personally and on this forum. Those on this forum who know me, know that I admit to my failings... and I admit when I am wrong. Jake I apologized to you for not completing a deal (you didn't even have time to start an engine for me and had no cash from me, & KNEW I was beng transplanted) We took a massive hit to our nest eggs, we had 3 girls in college, my wife quit work to care for me and I was fighting to stay alive, and "you" started giving me a hard time? I sucked it up Jake... why? Because I pick and choose my fights carefully, neither side had lost finacially, I was busy trying to fight for life, and well, it was easier to apologize to you than it was to fight. Energy was a very precious commodity.
4. You jerk off in self gratification on this forum about the prescision and what you learned as a helicopter mechanic for the Prez squadron. BFD Jake, Try doing it while getting your ass shot at flying in one or two tours in a 'real war'. I'll show you presicion. I also worked ATC for 25 years Jake, I know about precision and no margin for errors. so does the surgeon that transplanted me, so do many others on this forum. The only thing is Jake, you are the only one who's ego needs to tell the world about it. (Cont.)